F Dm FUnwanted, (133211@1)but breathing. In the next room, sleeping. DMy (xx0232@1)mother, she's crying and my father's been drinking. F (133211@1) FIn (133211@1)our run down apartment, where the roof is still leaking. DmHe's (xx0231@1)cursing and cussing, it's just the whiskey talking. Bb (x1333x@1) FI've (133211@1)got lots of memories like this one. Bb (x1333x@1) FOf (133211@1)empty days and nights spent tired and lonesome. Bb (x1333x@1) BbWhen (x1333x@1)I think back to all of it, it's all too much, it's all too much when you're just a little kid. F Dm F Dm F (133211@1) FMy (133211@1)little brother, just a newborn baby. Dm (xx0231@1) DmIn (xx0231@1)the image of my mother, she says he's a blessing. F (133211@1) FBut (133211@1)not to my father, oh how he hates him. Dm (xx0231@1) Dm"An (xx0231@1)undeserving mistake." He calls him a burden. Bb (x1333x@1) FI've (133211@1)got lots of memories like this one. Bb (x1333x@1) FOf (133211@1)picking sides and picking fights between them. Dm7 Dm7 When I think back to all of it, it's all too much when you're just a little kid. BbWhen (x1333x@1)I wake up in the morning it all feels like a bad dream, Bbone (x1333x@1)that follows you and haunts you endlessly. FOoh (133211@1) (only drums and vocals until the Dm) Broken and beaten from the abuse and the cheating, Dmthe (xx0231@1)addiction, and the lying, and the promise of leaving. FWhile (133211@1)my old man was a bastard, I admired and loved him. DmAnd (xx0231@1)Us two kids were born in to a family, not a fortune. F Dm F Dm F Dm F