In my mind By Amanda Palmer Intro G C D C G (320003@1)In my mind C (x32010@1)In a future five years from now DI'm (xx0232@1)120 pounds CAnd (x32010@1)I never get hungover G (320003@1) CBecause (x32010@1)I will be the picture of discipline DNever (xx0232@1)minding what state I'm in CAnd (x32010@1)be someone I admire D (xx0232@1) CAnd (x32010@1)it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now DBut (xx0232@1)it does not seem to have happened C (x32010@1) DMaybe (xx0232@1)I've just forgotten how, to see C (x32010@1) GThat (320003@1)I'm not exactly the person that I thought I'd be GAnd (320003@1)in my mind CIn (x32010@1)the faraway here and now DI've (xx0232@1)become in control somehow CAnd (x32010@1)I never lose my wallet G (320003@1) CBecause (x32010@1)I will be the picture of discipline DNever (xx0232@1)fucking up anything CAnd (x32010@1)I'll be a good defensive driver D (xx0232@1) CAnd (x32010@1)it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now DBut (xx0232@1)it does not seem to have happened C (x32010@1) DMaybe (xx0232@1)I've just forgotten how, to see C (x32010@1) GThat (320003@1)I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be GAnd (320003@1)in my mind CWhen (x32010@1)I'm old, I am beautiful DPlanting (xx0232@1)tulips and vegetables CWhich (x32010@1)I will mindfully watch over -- GNot (320003@1)like me, now CI'm (x32010@1)so busy with everything DThat (xx0232@1)I don't look at anything C (x32010@1) But I'm sure I'll look when I am older D (xx0232@1) CAnd (x32010@1)it's funny how I imagine that I could be that person now D (xx0232@1) CBut (x32010@1)that's not what I want, if that's what I wanted then I'd be giving up somehow D (xx0232@1) C (x32010@1) GHow (320003@1)strange to see ---- that I don't want to be the person that I want to be GAnd (320003@1)in my mind CI (x32010@1)imagine so many things DThings (xx0232@1)that aren't really happening C (x32010@1) And when they put me in the ground, G (320003@1) CI'll (x32010@1)start pounding the lid, Saying "I haven't finished yet - DI (xx0232@1)still have a tattoo to get CThat (x32010@1)says 'I'm living in the moment'." D (xx0232@1) CAnd (x32010@1)it's funny how I imagined that I could win this winless fight D (xx0232@1) CBut (x32010@1)maybe it isn't all that funny that I've been fighting all my life D (xx0232@1) CBut (x32010@1)maybe I have to think it's funny if I wanna live before I die D (xx0232@1) CAnd (x32010@1)maybe it's funniest of all to think I'll die before I actually see C (x32010@1) G----- (320003@1)That I am exactly the person that I want to be --- Tab by Ptole.