Standard FUnwanted (133211@1)but breathing In the next room sleeping DmMy (xx0231@1)mother shes crying And my fathers been drinking FIn (133211@1)our rundown apartment Where the roof is still leaking DmHes (xx0231@1)cursing and cussing Its just the whiskey talking Bb (x1333x@1) DmAnd (xx0231@1)Ive got lots of memories like this one Bb (x1333x@1) FOf (133211@1)empty days and nights spent tired and lonesome GmWhen (355333@1)I think back to all of it BbIts (x1333x@1)all too much Oh its all too much when youre just a little kid F Dm FMy (133211@1)little brother just a newborn baby DmIn (xx0231@1)the image of my mother says hes a blessing FBut (133211@1)not to my father oh how he hates him DmAn (xx0231@1)undeserving mistake He calls him a burden Bb (x1333x@1) Dm (xx0231@1) And Ive got lots of memories like this one Bb (x1333x@1) FOf (133211@1)picking sides and picking fights between them GmWhen (355333@1)I think back to all of it BbWell (x1333x@1)its all too much Well its all too much when youre just a little kid Bb (x1333x@1) F (133211@1) Bb (x1333x@1) FAnd (133211@1)when I wake up in the morning it all feels like a bad dream Bb (x1333x@1) F (133211@1) Bb (x1333x@1) FOne (133211@1)that follows you and haunts you endlessly BbYeah (x1333x@1)haunts me endlessly Well broken and beaten from the abuse and the cheating DmThe (xx0231@1)addiction and the lying and the promise of leaving FWhile (133211@1)my old man was a bastard I admired and loved him DmAnd (xx0231@1)us two kids we were born in to a family not a fortune no F Dm F Dm F