Bb C Gm Bb C Gm I hurt myself today to see if I still feel Bb C Gm Bb C Gm I focus on the pain the only thing that's real Bb C Gm Bb C Gm The needle tears a hole the old familiar sting Bb C Gm Bb C F Try to kill it all away but I remember everything Gm Eb Bb F What have I become? My sweetest friend Gm Eb Bb F Everyone I know goes away in the end Gm Eb Bb F And you could have it all My empire of dirt Gm Eb Bb F I will let you down I will make you hurt Bb C Gm Bb C Gm I wear this crown of thorns upon my liars chair Bb C Gm Bb C Gm Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Bb C Gm Bb C Gm Beneath the stains of time the feeling disappears Bb C Gm Bb C F You are someone else I am still right here Bb C Gm Bb C Gm If I could start again A million miles away Bb C Gm Bb C Gm I would keep myself I would find a way