"Hate Me" Blue October Intro: G Em C D G I have to block out thoughts of you so I dont lose my head Em they crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed C Dropping little reels of tape To remind me that I'm alone D Playing movies in my head That make a porno feel like home G There's a burning in my pride A nervous bleeding in my brain Em And ounce of peace is all I want for you Will you never call again C And will you never say that you loved me Just to put it in my face D Will you never try to reach me It is I that wanted space G Hate Me today Em Hate me tomorrow C D G Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you G I'm sober now for 3 whole months It's one accomplishment that you helped me with Em The one thing that always tore us apart Is the one that I won't touch again C In a sick way I want to thank you For holding my head up late at night D While I was busy waging wars on myself You were trying to stop the fight G You never doubted my warped opinions On things like suicide or hate Em You made me compliment myself When it was way too hard to take C So I'll drive so fucking far away That I never cross your mind D And do whatever it takes in your heart To leave me behind G Hate Me today Em Hate me tomorrow C Hate me for all the things D Em I didn't do for you G Hate me in ways Em Yeah ways hard to swallow C D G Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you C D And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave G Em I'm kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made C D And like a baby boy I never was a man G Em Til I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand C D And then I found I'm yelling make it go away G Em just make a smile come back and let it shine just like it used to be C D And then she whispered "how can you do this to me?" G Hate Me today Em Hate me tomorrow C Hate me for all the things D Em I didn't do for you G Hate me in ways Em Yeah ways hard to swallow C D G Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you