Am i had a brother once G F E Am he drowned in a bathtub before he had ever learned how to talk G F and i don't know what his name was but my mother does E Am i heard her say it once, padriac my prince i have all but died from the G F E sheer weight of my shame. you cried but no one came and the water filled your Am G tiny lungs appear, my dear, and cry for me. it was six years ago today that F E i laid you in your grave, your sweet young skin was shining then too. Am F G and so tonight to celebrate i will, I will poison myself. Am F G another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom that is spinning. C G Am F so i close the door and rest my head on the tile floor, C G Am sickness and sleep turning me cold. C G Am F i am still not sure, is there some better place i should be heading towards? C G Am E where the selfishly sick and self absorbed Am are welcome. Am i saw the future once. G F E Am i was drunk in a phone booth. my eyes were wet and red but i could not tell what was said G F E and through the screams of the traffic voices carried saying i am sorry Am G on a day so gray its black inside watching churches on tv F E in a coma you don?t dream you just hope that someone sits with you Am G babies turn blue when they are ignored like the sky on summer days F E before you turn and walk away it has changed you Am F G and so tonight to compensate i will poison myself. Am F G another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom that is spinning. Am / E