Intro G5 C5 D5 C5 G5 In my mind C5 In a future five years from now D5 I'm 120 pounds C5 And I never get hungover G5 C5 Because I will be the picture of discipline D5 Never minding what state I'm in C5 And be someone I admire D5 C5 And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now D5 But it does not seem to have happened C5 D5 Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see C5 G5 That I'm not exactly the person that I thought I'd be G5 And in my mind C5 In the faraway here and now D5 I've become in control somehow C5 And I never lose my wallet G5 C5 Because I will be the picture of discipline D5 Never fucking up anything C5 And I'll be a good defensive driver D5 C5 And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now D5 But it does not seem to have happened C5 D5 Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see C5 G5 That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be G5 And in my mind C5 When I'm old, I am beautiful D5 Planting tulips and vegetables C5 Which I will mindfully watch over -- G5 Not like me, now C5 I'm so busy with everything D5 That I don't look at anything C5 But I'm sure I'll look when I am older D5 C5 And it's funny how I imagine that I could be that person now D5 C5 But that's not what I want, if that's what I wanted then I'd be giving up somehow D5 C5 G5 How strange to see ---- that I don't want to be the person that I want to be G5 And in my mind C5 I imagine so many things D5 Things that aren't really happening C5 And when they put me in the ground, G5 C5 I'll start pounding the lid, Saying "I haven't finished yet ? D5 I still have a tattoo to get C5 That says 'I'm living in the moment'." D5 C5 And it's funny how I imagined that I could win this winless fight D5 C5 But maybe it isn't all that funny that I've been fighting all my life D5 C5 But maybe I have to think it's funny if I wanna live before I die D5 C5 And maybe it's funniest of all to think I'll die before I actually see C G ----- That I am exactly the person that I want to be --- Tab by Ptole.