V1: C5 G5 C5 G5 I moved myself west to find a philosophy C5 G5 D5 To learn my geography at best Where the mountains are cold, the rain drops it's tears I'm told Amongst the ashes a heart of gold, they say E5 C5 D5 I guess it's best to imagine it that way So I bought me a book to teach me the ways of God To open my tarnished heart from it Started praising the Lord, speaking in tongues and code I did repairs on my broken road back home I guess it's better than being alone Ch: G5 And now to death: I'm dying D5 To love: I'm trying E5 C5 To God: I'm lying again G5 And to my Ma: I've failed you D5 To my Pa: I blamed you E5 D5 C5 And to God: I have shamed you again V2: So I moved myself out, I pictured a better home A lawn full of marigolds, I guess I headed back east, started thinking my hope away Depression was the one to stay since then Now I take pills to push it from my head Yes, I take pills to push it from my head Ch2x End: E5 D5 C5 To God: I have shamed You again To God: I have shamed You again C5 Again