D5 From the scrapes and bruises B5 D5 To the familiar abuses D5 E5 G5 I'll kick and scream but it never changes anything I could spill my guts out Wearing my best little girl pout And I almost missed it But nobody said that this was gonna be easy D5 This is not the man I hoped to be And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding B5 I don't know how to word it I just started to deserve it D5 A5 And all my, all my faces are alibis D5 And me, I'm half the man I wanted to be D5 Most times it all comes out wrong B5 D5 I don't know the words but I'll hum along D5 E5 There's nothing familiar here anymore B5 G5 D5 to anyone or anything left to feel alive And I still taste that sickness And it makes me crazy without it at best But I'm in the same place I used to be But I'm trying harder not to be This is not the man I hoped to be And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding I don't know how to word it I just started to deserve it And all my, all my faces are alibis And me, I'm half the man I wanted to be G | -----------12- | D | --14--12------ | E5 G5 So what am I? What am I? So what am I? And all my, all my faces are alibis This is not the man I hoped to be And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding I don't know how the words go I just started not to say no Don't want it, Don't get it I know you won't regret it Don't surface, Don't surface And I feel so damned worthless Another day is gone and all my faces are alibis all my faces are alibies and me, I'm half the man I wanted to be