Chords by: bustam Capo VI C5 A5 F5 I've got a lotta things to do tonight C5 A5 I'm so sick of making lists A5 F5 Of things I'll never finish C5 A5 F5 I've lived here for the last 12 years C5 A5 A5 F5 Since early 1995 all my shit has been in boxes C5 A5 F5 But if I had a little more time to kill C5 A5 I'd settle every little stupid thing A5 F5 Yeah you'd think that I would C5 A5 F5 G5 But I'm too tired to go to sleep tonight C5 A5 F5 D5 And I'm too weak to follow dreams tonight C5 A5 F5 For the first time in a long time I can say D5 C5 That I want to try to get better and F5 E5 G5 Overcome each moment In my own way C5 A5 F5 I wonder if I'll ever lose my mind C5 A5 I tried hard for awhile A5 F5 But then I kind of gave up C5 A5 F5 Winter is killer when the sun goes down C5 A5 I'm really not as stubborn as I seem A5 F5 Said the knuckle to the concrete C5 A5 F5 G5 But I'm too tired to go to sleep tonight C5 A5 F5 D5 And I'm too weak to follow dreams tonight C5 A5 F5 For the first time in a long time I can say D5 C5 That I want to try to get better and F5 E5 G5 Overcome each moment In my own way C5 A5 F5 I'm not saying that I'm giving up C5 A5 I'm just trying not to think A5 F5 As much as I used to C5 A5 F5 Cause never is a lonely little messed up word F5 A5 F5 Maybe I'll get it right some day C5 A5 F5 For the first time in a long time I can say G5 That I want to try C5 A5 I feel helpless for the most part F5 D5 But I'm learning to open my eyes C5 A5 And the sad truth of the matter is F5 I'll never get over it D5 But I'm gonna try C5 F5 E5 G5 To get better and overcome each moment In my own way C5 A5 F5 I sure want to get back on track C5 A5 And I'll do whatever it takes A5 F5 Even if it kills me