B5 G5 I will be the one to let this roof cave in on me B5 G5 Buried in this house, this wooden graveyard by the sea B5 A5 We push away our families to understand our needs G5 G5 The love and all the hate I used to hold in front of me B5 G5 Restless nights, all dizzy spells, all sand between my sheets B5 G5 Showing signs of thirst like dried-out, boardwalk-blistered feet B5 G5 And now I know I never knew about you, only me B5 G5 We carried this inside like some disease we couldn't beat D5 But we could work, try to live and get by G5 To make our family in this second-floor apartment Bb5 Standing on the threshold, body out in flesh, cold D5 Go ahead and celebrate the things you lost D5 Try to breathe, to flex and release G5 To cry and work in such an underrated ?partment Bb5 Moments are a lifetime, nothing in a straight line D5 This could take a little while just to shake things off D5 Bb5 Down by water's edge, under the dying tree G5 D5 I let my body slip, so dead inside of me D5 Bb5 But when I came around, some kind of murky face B5 I don't ever want to be alone like this B5 G5 And I will tuck into you like I always long to be B5 G5 Shadows just a shade of black now, darkness in degree B5 G5 Oh it was you who knew we first saw this wasn't meant for kids like me B5 G5 Some hoodoo natural force we only feel we never see D5 But as we break in time, a brotherly sigh G5 Their heads got smaller ?till they vanished into silence Bb5 Sinking into white foam , running to a new home D5 They can only understand the things we see D5 Just cease, desist, and leave me like this G5 Their eyes wide open, the beauty of the bright lights Bb5 Standing on a threshold, body out in flesh, cold D5 I don't ever want to be alone like this, no D5 C#5 B5 I have no choice but to be vicious on my feet Bb5 I never sleep, I never eat D5 I am learning how to be lost completely D5 A5 But I want to be found, B5 We crave things we push away Bb5 These patterns cut like every day D5 I need you to reach; I need you to need me D5 B5 Down by water's edge, under a dying tree G5 D5 I let my body slip, so dead inside of me D5 B5 But when I came around some kind of murky face G5 D5 Shaking my bones put me back in my place D5 B5 I don't ever want to be alone like this G5 D5 For me, by the presence of the things I miss D5 B5 I don't ever want to be alone like this G5 D5 For me, by the presence of the things I miss D5 B5 G5 Well, I am becoming the ghost of myself D5 B5 G5 Oh, I am becoming a ghost of myself D5 B5 G5 Trapped little secrets, little things we never tell D5 B5 G5 Now I am becoming the ghost of myself End on D5