F Dm F Unwanted, but breathing. In the next room, sleeping. D My mother, she?s crying and my father?s been drinking. F F In our run down apartment, where the roof is still leaking. Dm He?s cursing and cussing, it?s just the whiskey talking. A# F I?ve got lots of memories like this one. A# F Of empty days and nights spent tired and lonesome. A# A# When I think back to all of it, it?s all too much, it?s all too much when you?re just a little kid. F Dm F Dm F F My little brother, just a newborn baby. Dm Dm In the image of my mother, she says he?s a blessing. F F But not to my father, oh how he hates him. Dm Dm ?An undeserving mistake.? He calls him a burden. A# F I?ve got lots of memories like this one. A# F Of picking sides and picking fights between them. Dm7 Dm7 When I think back to all of it, it?s all too much when you?re just a little kid. A# When I wake up in the morning it all feels like a bad dream, A# one that follows you and haunts you endlessly. F Ooh (only drums and vocals until the Dm) Broken and beaten from the abuse and the cheating, Dm the addiction, and the lying, and the promise of leaving. F While my old man was a bastard, I admired and loved him. Dm And Us two kids were born in to a family, not a fortune. F Dm F Dm F Dm F