I am watching the rise
And fall of my salvation 
There's so much shit around me 
Such a lack of compassion 

I thought it would be fun and games 
(it would be fun and games) 
Instead it's all the same 
(it's all the same) 
I want something to do 
Need to feel the sickness in you 

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me 
No, not again 
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling 
The flesh make me bad

All I do is look for you 
And when I fix you needed to

Just to get some sort of attention, attention 
What does it mean to you 
For me, it's something I just do 
I want something 
I need to feel the sickness in you 

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me 
No, not again 
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling 
The flesh make me bad