Intro: Gbm--Bm--E--Dbm

      Gbm Bm
Indeed I 
      E        Dbm    Gbm   Bm
have sucked it up to heights
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Unknown to those outside
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My body has contained and suppressed
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And swallowed and abetted, oh I
               E  Dbm   Gbm   Bm
Oh I am a stranger to myself
          E    Dbm   Gbm Bm
Beneath altruism dwells
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A force uncontended a voice that is tempered
E                  Dbm
Too boiled and unhindered


           Gbm Bm
Who am I kidding?
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I am not some Mother Theresa
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If I don't say something soon
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I will break from the weight of the high load I take
E Dbm
Nooooo


Indeed I need my chance to fail
Some room to unravel
I need a chance to blame for two minutes
Unbridled, unbrazened
So I need imaginings of maiming
Fantasies of outright screaming
I need a chance to thrash for minutes
Uncontained, unforgiving

(Chorus)

D            Dbm                      D
I will move beyond, I'm certain of that
The sooner I go the quicker I'll be back
I would not threaten or cause you any harm
Have to get this out or my light will go out

(Chorus)