C5 My shaky hands E5 They hide the light F5 That clambers through my curtains F5 To seek out my wincing eyes C5 I place both feet E5 Flat on the floor F5 Im dragging up my body F5 Like a corpse up from the morgue A5 C5 Todays the day I die A5 C5 Todays the day I die A5 C5 Todays the day I die G5 (or G5 ) with you on my mind C5 Now im out E5 Rum by my side F5 Got two bottles full of darkness F5 they quench my eyesight but they make me blind C5 i got 30 pills E5 stuck to my hand F5 there's a message form the sea it pleads F5 I "give up in this sand" A5 C5 Todays the day I die A5 C5 Todays the day I die A5 C5 Todays the day I die G5 (or G5 ) with you on my mind A5 so I guzzle down the capsules C5 they taste so sweet they taste so raw E5 iv never felt like this before G5 don?t wana feel it any more A5 and I climb into the sea C5 the freezing tides come after me E5 posiden smells my fear G5 draws me close he knows the end is near A5 C5 just then I see two lights A5 C5 just then I see two lights A5 C5 just then I see two lights G5 ( G5 ) on the shore A5 it's an ambulance and it's calling out C5 to save my sorry bones E5 I see orions shiny stones G5 Against dark rum sky A5 And I wake up on a life support C5 My family by my side E5 I see my mothers falling eyes G5 And I scream ?so sorry? A5 C5 Todays a day of life A5 C5 Todays a day of life A5 C5 Todays a day of life G5 Ill be alright A5 Im sorry C5 to be the guy E5 Who tried to leave you on your own G5 In a world that's all full of goodbyes A5 Its just things clamber C5 onto my weighty heart E5 And I don?t know how to try G5 F5 but god knows that I will start . . . too