[intro]
Dm C Bb C  Dm C Bb C

[verse 1]
Dm       C         Bb                        C
Wanting, watching, debating, on which way to run to,
Dm       C       Bb                  C
haunted, voices, craving, someone to run
to,

[pre-chorus]
Eb               Gm                   F
I haven't lost myself in a long time, I never tried to
Bb          F          Eb                Gm
care when I wanted to, I just want
to be part of
          F                  Bb        F         
something, I just want to be real like you

[chorus]
    Gm    Eb Bb          F            
Sometimes, I feel like a monster,
    Gm    Eb Bb          C
and times, I feel like a saint,
    Gm    Eb               F          Bb    Gm Eb Bb F
I'm on my knees, you're my
favorite disease

[verse 2]
Dm C Bb C

Dm      C         Bb
Silent, warnings, tell me,
                           C
that I've let things come, undone,
Dm       C                    Bb
show me, teach me, the way to
heaven,
                C       Eb
?cause no other way can,

[pre-chorus]
               Gm                   F 
I haven?t lost myself in a long time, I never tried to
Bb          F        Eb                    Gm
care when
I wanted to, I just wanted to be part of
          F                    Gm        F
something, I just wanted to be real like you

[chorus]
    Gm    Eb Bb          F            
Sometimes, I feel like a monster,
    Gm    Eb Bb          C
and times, I feel like a saint,
    Gm    Eb               F          Bb    Gm Eb Bb F
I'm on my knees, you're my
favorite disease

[bridge]
Gm      Eb      Bb        F
Closer, closer, closer to you,
  D          Gm             Eb
I need to be closer, i have closure,
        Bb        F
and get closer to you,
      
every step I take

[chorus]
    Gm    Eb Bb          F            
Sometimes, I feel like a monster,
    Gm    Eb Bb          C
and times, I feel like a saint,
    Gm    Eb               F          Bb
I'm on my knees, you're my
favorite disease
      Gm               Eb
And I love the way you kill me,
Bb               F
love the way you heal me,

[chorus]
    Gm    Eb Bb          F            
Sometimes, I feel like a monster,
    Gm    Eb Bb          C
and times, I feel like a saint,
    Gm    Eb               F          Bb
I'm on my knees, you're my
favorite disease
      Gm               Eb
And I love the way you kill me,
Bb               F
love the way you heal me... (end on Gm )