''I am now the most miserable man living. If what I feel were equally distributed to the whole human family, there would not be one smiling face on Earth. (Abraham Lincoln, letter to John T. Stuart, January 1841)'' G (320003@1) Em (022000@1) CEverything (x32010@1)makes me nervous and nothing feels good for no reason G (320003@1) Em (022000@1) CWaking (x32010@1)up, it's rarely worth it - the same dark dread every morning G (320003@1) Em (022000@1) C (x32010@1) Senior year here in Mahwah, a new world just around the corner G (320003@1) Em (022000@1) CLeave (x32010@1)me behind, let me stagnate, in a fortress of solitude G (320003@1) Em (022000@1) CSmoking's (x32010@1)been okay so far, but I need something that works faster G (320003@1) Em (022000@1) C (x32010@1) DSo (xx0232@1)all I want for Christmas is no feelings, no feelings now and never again G- (320003@1)Em- (022000@1)D- (xx0232@1)CG EmThere (022000@1)is a faceplate all brown and red that stretches across my mouth D (xx0232@1) C (x32010@1) GIt's (320003@1)worn for protection, nobody gets in and nobody gets out. G (320003@1) EmI (022000@1)used to look myself in the mirror at the end of every day D (xx0232@1) C (x32010@1) G (320003@1) But I took the one thing that made me beautiful and threw it away G (320003@1) Em (022000@1) I was a river, I was a tall tree, I was a volcano D (xx0232@1) C (x32010@1) G (320003@1) But now I'm asleep on top of a mountain, I've been covered in snow G (320003@1) EmYes, (022000@1)I have surrendered what made me human and all that I thought was true D (xx0232@1) C (x32010@1) GSo (320003@1)now there's a robot that lives in my brain and he tells me what to do G (320003@1) EmAnd (022000@1)I can do nothing without his permission or (which) wasn't part of the plan D (xx0232@1) C (x32010@1) GSo (320003@1)now in Rock Ridge pharmacy I will be waiting for my man G (320003@1) EmBut (022000@1)there is another down in a dungeon who never gave up the fight D (xx0232@1) C (x32010@1) G (320003@1) And he'll be forever screaming, sometimes I hear him say, on a quiet night, he says G (320003@1) Em (022000@1) C"You (x32010@1)will always be a loser, you will always be a loser..." on and on and then .. G (320003@1) Em (022000@1) C (x32010@1) D"You (xx0232@1)will always be a loser, you will always be a loser now...."