Intro: Em - C - Em - C Em C Vanish in the world around me, leaving ash and bone Em C My crown of thorns that shows no mercy, but it's my own D Em C D C I grace these walls with all my failures, what have I become? Em C I think it's time for my forgiveness, lick these wounds to heal Em C I'm losing faith, the silent poison, pain I'd like to feel D Em C D C I know it's time, lay down, surrender, someone take control Em Cause I'm afraid to love C Cause I'm afraid I'll leave G I'm living with these lies B That only I believe Em And I don't want to walk C But I don't want to run G Cause I'm afraid of failing B In front of everyone Em C Hold me down and hurt my feelings, I won't do the same Em C I'll cry in silent disappointed, taking all the blame D Em C D C But darkest hour always finds me, pulling far away Em Cause I'm afraid to win C Cause I don't wanna lose G And I'm afraid of falling B Under harsh review Em And I'm afraid to live C And I'm too tired to try G I hide behind these shadows B Turn off all the lights C Em Am C Em This never ending longing feeling, waiting to be loved C Em Am D I still believe in ??in forever?, but it never comes Am - Em - Am - C Em I'm afraid to love C Cause I'm afraid I'll leave G I'm living with these lies B That only I believe Em And I'm afraid to walk C But I don't wanna run G And I'm afraid of hurting B Myself and everyone Em