A5 E5 B5 So is it courage or strength F5 and is that what I'm waiting for? A5 E5 B5 If I could just kill myself F5 would it also kill the remorse? A5 E5 B5 I wanted so badly to catch a break F5 but I'm only breaking down. A5 E5 I'm still here and standing B5 but if it's up to me F5 A5 E5 B5 I don't think I'll be hanging around Chorus E5 The drink slips down my throat Ab5 and the burn cures nice and slow. F5 B5 All the worst parts I wouldn't want you to see E5 The only parts left of me Now, here I am C#5 Just a kid without a better plan. A5 F5 But it's the simple thoughts that haunt me the most. B5 I never got to see the west coast. A5 , E5 , A5 , E5 , B5 A5 , E5 , A5 , E5 , B5 A5 E5 B5 Spent my nights just asking why F5 Would God let me become like this. A5 E5 B5 Was it a joke from the start? F5 Was I supposed to laugh more at it? A5 E5 B5 And everyone's quoting their teachers and preachers F5 but their words make me feel so alone. A5 E~ B~ No one ever says that they've had those thoughts F5 in the middle of the night. A9~ E~ B~ No one ever admits that they wanted to take their life. Chorus E5 The drink slips down my throat Ab5 and the burn cures nice and slow. F5 B5 All the worst parts I wouldn't want you to see E5 The only parts left of me Now, here I am C#5 Just a kid without a better plan. A5 F5 But it's the simple thoughts that haunt me the most. B5 I never got to see the west coast. A5 , E5 , A5 , E5 , B5 A5 , E5 , A5 , E5 , B5 C#5 But it's the life I dreamed I have C5 The love I find in my grasp B5 F5 The words I could share with someone. C#5 Those thoughts keep the breath in my lungs C5 That tomorrow my hope will become B5 F5 fulfilled by a love that can't be undone. A5 E5 B5 And save a wretch like me. Chorus E5 So if the drink slips down your throat Ab5 and the burn cures nice and slow. F5 B5 All the worst parts you wouldn't want me to see. E5 The same parts, I have in me C#5 Now, scares me too we are both this way. A5 I feel just like you do. B5 But when you're by yourself you should know One day we got to see the west coast. A5 , E5 , A5 , E5 , B5 , End on A5