Capo 3rd Fret C5 B5 Let's get fucked up and die C5 F5 G5 C5 I'm speaking figuratively, of course C5 B5 A5 Like the last time that I committed suicide G5 Social suicide C5 B5 Yeah, so I'm already dead C5 F5 G5 C5 On the inside, but I can still pretend C5 B5 A5 G5 With my memories and photographs, I have learned to love the lie. F5 G5 A5 G5 I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent. F5 G5 A5 G5 I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense, yeah F5 G5 A5 Let me in, let me in to the club, cuz I wanna belong B5 And I need to get strong F5 G5 C5 And if memory serves, I'm addicted to words and they're useless. "In this department" C5 B5 Let's get fucked up and die C5 F5 G5 C5 I'm riding hard on the last legs of every lie C5 B5 A5 And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode G5 I'm about to explode. C5 B5 I'm a mess, I'm a wreck. C5 F5 G5 C5 I am perfect, and I have learned to accept C5 B5 A5 G5 All my problems and short comings, cause I am so visceral yet deeply inept. F5 G5 A5 G5 I want to thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots and marigolds F5 G5 And all the things that don't get old A5 G5 Is it legal to do this ? I surely don't know. F5 G5 A5 It's the only way I have learned to express myself B5 Through other peoples' descriptions of life F5 G5 C5 I'm afraid I'm alone and entirely useless "In this department" C5 B5 Let's get fucked up and die C5 F5 G5 C5 For the last time with feeling we'll try not to smile C5 B5 A5 As we cover our heads and drink heavily into the nights G5 That still shock and surprise C5 G5 I believe that I can C5 Overcome this F5 G5 C5 And beat everything in the end C5 B5 But I choose to abuse for the time being A5 G5 B5 G5 Maybe I'll win, but for now I've decided to die. F5 G5 A5 G5 Sister soldier you've been such a positive influence on my mental frame F5 G5 A5 If I could ever repay you I would but I'm hard up for cash G5 And my memory lacks initiative. F5 G5 A5 Goddamn ! The liquor store's closed, we were so close to scoring B5 It hurts, it destroys 'til it kills F5 G5 C5 I am tired and hungry and totally useless. F5 G5 A5 B5 F5 G5 C5 "In this department"