G5 E5 C5 Everything makes me nervous and nothing feels good for no reason G5 E5 C5 Waking up, it's rarely worth it - the same dark dread every morning G5 E5 C5 Senior year here in Mahwah, a new world just around the corner G5 E5 C5 Leave me behind, let me stagnate, in a fortress of solitude G5 E5 C5 Smoking's been okay so far, but I need something that works faster G5 E5 C5 D5 So all I want for Christmas is no feelings, no feelings now and never again G5 - E5 - D5 - C5 G5 E5 There is a faceplate all brown and red that stretches across my mouth D5 C5 G5 It's worn for protection, nobody gets in and nobody gets out. G5 E5 I used to look myself in the mirror at the end of every day D5 C5 G5 But I took the one thing that made me beautiful and threw it away G5 E5 I was a river, I was a tall tree, I was a volcano D5 C5 G5 But now I'm asleep on top of a mountain, I've been covered in snow G5 E5 Yes, I have surrendered what made me human and all that I thought was true D5 C5 G5 So now there's a robot that lives in my brain and he tells me what to do G5 E5 And I can do nothing without his permission or (which) wasn't part of the plan D5 C5 G5 So now in Rock Ridge pharmacy I will be waiting for my man G5 E5 But there is another down in a dungeon who never gave up the fight D5 C5 G5 And he'll be forever screaming, sometimes I hear him say, on a quiet night, he says G5 E5 C5 "You will always be a loser, you will always be a loser..." on and on and then .. G5 E5 C5 D5 "You will always be a loser, you will always be a loser now...."