[intro]
D5 C5 Bb5 C5  D5 C5 Bb5 C5

[verse 1]
D5       C5         Bb5                        C5
Wanting, watching, debating, on which way to run to,
D5       C5       Bb5                  C5
haunted, voices, craving, someone to run
to,

[pre-chorus]
Eb5               G5                   F5
I haven't lost myself in a long time, I never tried to
Bb5          F5          Eb5                G5
care when I wanted to, I just want
to be part of
          F5                  Bb5        F5         
something, I just want to be real like you

[chorus]
    G5    Eb5 Bb5          F5            
Sometimes, I feel like a monster,
    G5    Eb5 Bb5          C5
and times, I feel like a saint,
    G5    Eb5               F5          Bb5    G5 Eb5 Bb5 F5
I'm on my knees, you're my
favorite disease

[verse 2]
D5 C5 Bb5 C5

D5      C5         Bb5
Silent, warnings, tell me,
                           C5
that I've let things come, undone,
D5       C5                    Bb5
show me, teach me, the way to
heaven,
                C5       Eb5
?cause no other way can,

[pre-chorus]
               G5                   F5 
I haven?t lost myself in a long time, I never tried to
Bb5          F5        Eb5                    G5
care when
I wanted to, I just wanted to be part of
          F5                    G5        F5
something, I just wanted to be real like you

[chorus]
    G5    Eb5 Bb5          F5            
Sometimes, I feel like a monster,
    G5    Eb5 Bb5          C5
and times, I feel like a saint,
    G5    Eb5               F5          Bb5    G5 Eb5 Bb5 F5
I'm on my knees, you're my
favorite disease

[bridge]
G5      Eb5      Bb5        F5
Closer, closer, closer to you,
  D5          G5             Eb5
I need to be closer, i have closure,
        Bb5        F5
and get closer to you,
      
every step I take

[chorus]
    G5    Eb5 Bb5          F5            
Sometimes, I feel like a monster,
    G5    Eb5 Bb5          C5
and times, I feel like a saint,
    G5    Eb5               F5          Bb5
I'm on my knees, you're my
favorite disease
      G5               Eb5
And I love the way you kill me,
Bb5               F5
love the way you heal me,

[chorus]
    G5    Eb5 Bb5          F5            
Sometimes, I feel like a monster,
    G5    Eb5 Bb5          C5
and times, I feel like a saint,
    G5    Eb5               F5          Bb5
I'm on my knees, you're my
favorite disease
      G5               Eb5
And I love the way you kill me,
Bb5               F5
love the way you heal me... (end on Gm )