Intro
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In my mind
                 C5 
In a future five years from now
     D5
I'm 120 pounds
      C5
And I never get hungover
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Because I will be the picture of discipline
                   D5
Never minding what state I'm in
       C5
And be someone I admire
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And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now
       D5
But it does not seem to have happened
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Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see
             C5                                     G5
That I'm not exactly the person that I thought I'd be


         G5
And in my mind
               C5
In the faraway here and now
                    D5
I've become in control somehow
      C5
And I never lose my wallet
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Because I will be the picture of discipline
                 D5
Never fucking up anything
              C5
And I'll be a good defensive driver
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And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now
       D5
But it does not seem to have happened
           C5                     D5
Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see
          C5                                       G5
That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be


         G5
And in my mind
         C5
When I'm old, I am beautiful
                    D5
Planting tulips and vegetables
             C5
Which I will mindfully watch over --
             G5
Not like me, now
                 C5
I'm so busy with everything
                     D5
That I don't look at anything
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But I'm sure I'll look when I am older
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And it's funny how I imagine that I could be that person now
                      D5                                         C5
But that's not what I want, if that's what I wanted then I'd be giving up somehow
               D5                             C5                             G5
How strange to see ---- that I don't want to be the person that I want to be


          G5
And in my mind
             C5
I imagine so many things
                          D5
Things that aren't really happening
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And when they put me in the ground, 
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I'll start pounding the lid,  Saying "I haven't finished yet ?
                 D5
I still have a tattoo to get
               C5
That says 'I'm living in the moment'."
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And it's funny how I imagined that I could win this winless fight
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But maybe it isn't all that funny that I've been fighting all my life
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But maybe I have to think it's funny if I wanna live before I die
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And maybe it's funniest of all to think I'll die before I actually see
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That I am exactly the person that I want to be


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