E (022100@1) AI've (x02220@1)been obviously on the verge of a mental breakdown this week C#m (x13321@4) AStuck (x02220@1)between your dirty sheets and back-lit memories E (022100@1) AAnd (x02220@1)I've been putting off things like getting my shit out of your apartment C#m (x13321@4) AI've (x02220@1)been making up excuses about the things that you might need F#m (244222@1) AAnd (x02220@1)I've been trying to find out where everyone's been E (022100@1) C#mBut (x13321@4)they're nowhere and I'm nothing A (x02220@1) B (x2444x@1) EAnd (022100@1)I've been trying to stay as busy as I can AI (x02220@1)finally broke on Christmas Eve C#m (x13321@4) AIn (x02220@1)an Outback Steakhouse bathroom while my family ordered for me E (022100@1) AHaven't (x02220@1)been losing sleep, no I pass out almost instantly C#mThe (x13321@4)bad dreams get worse every week AI (x02220@1)think I'm losing a little of me E (022100@1) I'm getting better, but it's in small steps AI'm (x02220@1)working on sleeping on the left C#m (x13321@4) B (x2444x@1) AI (x02220@1)just can't blame New York for this EAnd (022100@1)so I'm down again, but this time it's different A (x02220@1) C#mI'm (x13321@4)mourning something that I miss B (x2444x@1) AAnd (x02220@1)that's better than being hopeless EI'm (022100@1)counting back on all my mistakes A (x02220@1) C#m (x13321@4)From the back of the cop car where you told me you loved me B (x2444x@1) A'Cause (x02220@1)after that night, I got scared and I'm sorry E (022100@1) A (x02220@1) C#m (x13321@4) B (x2444x@1) ABut (x02220@1)hey, what can I say? F#m (244222@1) AAnd (x02220@1)I've been trying to find out where everyone's been EBut (022100@1)they're nowhere C#mI'm (x13321@4)still nothing A (x02220@1) BAnd (x2444x@1)I've been trying to find old friends E (022100@1) A (x02220@1) BI'm (x2444x@1)getting better, but it's in small steps A (x02220@1) C#mI'm (x13321@4)working on sleeping on the left B (x2444x@1) AI (x02220@1)just can't blame New York for this EAnd (022100@1)so I'm down again, but this time it's different A (x02220@1) C#mI'm (x13321@4)mourning something that I miss B (x2444x@1) AAnd (x02220@1)that's better than being hopeless EIt's (022100@1)getting weird to think C#mAbout (x13321@4)the house on Manson Street AAnd (x02220@1)how neither of us live there It's probably empty EShe (022100@1)watches Breakfast at Tiffany's, it calms her completely AI (x02220@1)guess Sarah Marshall does the same for me C#m (x13321@4) B (x2444x@1) AIt's (x02220@1)nothing when she's leaning on me and saying she's sorry E (022100@1) A (x02220@1) C#m (x13321@4) B (x2444x@1) AI'm (x02220@1)obviously on the verge of a mental breakdown this week EI'm (022100@1)getting better, but it's in small steps AI'm (x02220@1)working on sleeping on the left C#m (x13321@4) B (x2444x@1) AI (x02220@1)just can't blame New York for this EAnd (022100@1)so I'm down again, but this time it's different AI'm (x02220@1)mourning something that I miss C#m (x13321@4) B (x2444x@1) AAnd (x02220@1)that's better than being hopeless